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(no subject) [Apr. 4th, 2006|01:42 am]
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hollysucks
hi! I'm Holly, i just joined. i've been reading thru ya'lls entries and this seems like such a great place to rant, and god knows that i have alot of that!

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James Nicholas Kuciemba: the ultimate poison [Dec. 6th, 2004|07:39 pm]
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delusional_grin
[mood |exanimate:3]
[music |Your Boyfriend Suxxx- The Ataris]

gorgeous
glimmering jade eyes
long brown hair
braces
tall
plays tennis
passing all honors classes with 'A's
charming
strong
playful
pervert
liar
two-timer
not to be trusted

yes, very poisonous. this young man has torn the hearts of three girls in under three months. he cheated on two girlfriends with the same girl and even made her promise not to tell. he gropes and kisses his girlfriend and every girl he meets on his way to see her. his smooth words and sharp wit keeps every mouth sealed except for one. one girl who told about the homecoming that he admitted to cheating on his girlfriend, only a week after asking her back out. one girl who laughs at his ten-sided story.

but this isn't what makes him so venomous...

what is is that after knowing all this and experiencing it all, after disowning him from your life, after completely destroying every article of him in your room, after claiming that you'd rather drink lava than be seen with him...
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.
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you would still go out with him if he asked.

._.;;

for more details please email me at 'syndicatesweet1337@hotmail.com'
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(no subject) [Mar. 4th, 2004|11:09 am]
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devissickness
[mood |blahblah]

So this guy I was seeing is 31 and works at Fridays just to premise how lame he is to begin with. We had been seeing each other for about a month and a half and well, we were sleeping together (I know I'm a little slut). Anyway, last week I talk to him Monday and everything seems fine and he says that he would call me later that evening on his way to his second job and then he doesn't. And then I text him on tuesday to see how he's doing and he doesn't reply, and then he just doesn't fucking call for a week and a half. Well my friends that I was hanging out with last night wanted to go to Fridays and well I said yes because he shouldn't have been there (since I knew he schedule) but he was. He couldn't even look at me the FUCKING bastard. He can't even have the decency to tell me what I did that he doesn't want to see me anymore. I mean, come on, grow some fucking balls. So now I'm mad and upset and of course feeling like there is something wrong with me, since this is the second guy to do this to me. I really just need to move away from here where all the fucking idiots are and go live in a commune with people who don't do this shit.
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This is my issue.... [Feb. 22nd, 2004|05:30 pm]
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satsukei
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |Buddy rich Big Band - birdland]

I don't trust him.

I've always run circles in my head when I think of this boy, and I think I finally figured out what always picks at the back of my head. I don't trust him. It's not that I don't trust his word, or that I don't trust what he says... I mean, so far, he's proven very trustworthy, and I haven't had a single problem with him.

But I wouldn't trust him with everything.

He would not be allowed in my sketchbook. I became VERY protective of those after Freshman year, since they're not only my sketches, but both my written and drawn journals, my thoughts. I allow my professors to go through them, and a select number of female friends. I allow my roommates on occasion to go through them, and classmates, so long as they understand they are NOT to be read.

Hell. The only people allowed to look as well as read are pretty much Kristin, Alaina, and Vinx. In that order. Because they're the people who have lived through my dramas... Kristin has stuck with me through thick and thin and played therapist, Alaina has offered me hope and love and solutions, and Vinx has just listened and supported. (Which is odd, that he's on this list. I don't know why I trust THAT boy. I mean.. I met him twice. Alaina I've known almost 6 years, kristin 4 years.)

The thing with this boy I'm seeing... is that he wouldn't even be allowed to LOOK. NOt even crack the spine. Funny. I can be physical with him, but I can't allow myself to open up to him without flares of paranoia flying up.....
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(no subject) [Feb. 19th, 2004|01:30 pm]
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devissickness
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |a day at the fair - neoteny]

So there hasn't been nearly enough bitching in this community lately so I figured I would start it up again.

So I met this boy on myspace.com called Blythe. He's a fairly nice individual and asks questions that are semi-stimulating, this being said, I am not physically attracted to him (or rather his picture) but I still maintain that girls and guys can be friends. He seems to be under the delusion that we should be more than that dropping lines like "so it would be inappropriate to give you a 'friendly' sensual massage" and responding to my "I write you because you ask interesting and thought-provoking questions" by saying "are you sure thats the only reason ;)". What do I have to say to him other than "I DON'T WANT TO DATE YOU, YOU'RE AN UGLY FUCK WHO LIVES ACROSS FUCKING PA" to get him to stop writing rediculous shit like that? Bah...boys are sooooo stupid sometimes.
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(no subject) [Feb. 15th, 2004|08:55 pm]
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devissickness
[mood |annoyedannoyed]
[music |Death Cab - transatlanticism]

All I have to say are some guys are sooooo stupid. I went out with my girls last night due to the fact that it was Valentines day and I have no real significant other, and what happens but these guys come over and start talking to us. This one (his name was wally) started talking to my friend erin but when erin got out of the conversation with him, he turned to me and started to talk about erin to me...saying shit like "shes so wonderful, I want to talk to her more" blah blah blah...I'm like I know this, erin is my friend jackass, I've known her longer than you, you don't need to tell me this, plus what kind of fuck are you to sit and talk to some girl about her friend...fuck that, go talk to the girl you want instead...waste of my time honestly, I could have been talking to some one else more interesting/important/intelligent/worthmytime/etc. I hate boys. No wonder he was 27 and still single.
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Hmmm... [Feb. 11th, 2004|03:55 am]
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satsukei
[music |lifehouse - am I ever gonna find it]

As of right now, which is currently 3:55am, page 153, and chapter 8, everyone must go out and get this book.

It's called Good in Bed by Jennifer Weiner.

I am so incredibly amused by this, while at the same time, relate to this. I haven't read a book that reminded me of my own little cubicle of world in a long time, and then reminded me I could break it.

And with that dearies...

Moo to you.

I have a 9:30 class to attend and at 200 more pages to read. GO ME! ^^
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(no subject) [Feb. 10th, 2004|09:41 pm]
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devissickness
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |On Three]

Is it bad when I'm dating some one who I'm not in love with and don't think I ever will be? Plus I'm a mental case at this point in time, so being in love is secondary to that. Whats worse is there is this boy from myspace that I'm talking to who seems to understand me really well...except he lives in Louisiana (Go Kristin for picking the boys who live in the middle of no where)...I really like this boy and well when I'm with the other one, I'm happy for the most part. I think I'm only with him though because I was tired of being alone and well, he seemed interested. I'm really good at that though. Aparently I'm really talented with making boys like me (chi you understand) but I think its only because I make them feel good...remind them that they are human, and that they are loved. I'm not even sure if it would matter if it was me telling them all that I do...if some one else did the same I think they would be just as enamoured as they seem with me. But maybe thats the point...I don't know really. Sorry for the ramble girls...just needed to get that out.
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Gawds, someone remind me they're not ALL this immature... [Feb. 10th, 2004|07:50 pm]
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satsukei
[mood |annoyedannoyed]
[music |Chocolat Soundtrack.]

John is still playing this odd little game called AVOIDING me.

He apparently came over this weekend while I was gone. To drop of pastry sweets. Knowing I was gone.

For one - he only drops of pastry sweets when he feels the need to impress, or is trying to be welcomed into something, or dragged in, since he refuses to come in, and you must drag him. It's like a puppy who timidly scratches at a door until someone opens it.

For two - WHAT DID HE EXPECT? I'm sorry hunny, neither one of us has changed much in 4 months. Well, I have a little. I've become much more open to the idea of finding a boy, however, I've also become much more certain in my standpoint of refusing to settle. My commitment levels are as they've always been - NON EXISTANT. I don't commit unless I feel like I'm not settling. Obviously, reviwing the length of my single status - it DOESN'T happen often.

*sighs* Oh mon dieu... comme ils sont perdus.

I almost wish Mikey wasn't so self destructive. He's such a sweetie... but I don't want to end up caring for him, and then have to worry if he's driving home drunk, just to find out he's dead some night. I'm amazed he's not dead ALREADY.

I need to go into Boston and find some cute punk rock boy that ISN'T screwed up in the head.
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(no subject) [Feb. 9th, 2004|04:39 pm]
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devissickness

At Chi's request, he's the one on the right...

 

yummmmmmmy

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